Logging back into this site to add to my story was so odd. Since my last post, I've visited many times in the past 6 years, to read and reflect upon my journey. This post, however, will be the first of many as I reflect upon the past 10 years of my life. I am in the paper-signing phase of a divorce and while the end is near, I cannot help but look back with the eyes of WTF.
I have had the most incredible support during the past few years as I tried to make sense of what was happening in my marriage. I do not want to alienate my family and friends as I go back now and reflect to construct my own narrative. They have already heard it all.
I want to let go. I want to move on. I need to move on. However, I need this too. I need to put all of the pieces together and tell my story.
This is how I heal.